Postscript

By the way....
Is there anyone out there?
Just say hello,
The emptiness is damning.


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In mourning

So, where is the light now that my batteries have failed?
What is to be heard now that my ears have dulled?
I am turning around, lost and confused,
The map has dissolved, the deluge unrelenting.
I have tried to speak,
I have tried to inspire,
I have tried to succeed,
I have tried and failed.
You, yes you,
You speak of the truth,
But you lie in spades,
Pretty, pretty words,
Filled with bile and bitterness.
So,
Where now?
If you have an answer,
Wake me from the sleep of the depressed..
But do it gently,
Sleep is the ultimate drug.




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Black

Black becomes descending dark.
Dark that refuses to see logic
Or clear thought.
I have lost my anchor,
My little wardrobe of suits
No longer fit my desires,
No longer fit my hopes.
Hopes?
Confusion, desperation,
Longings,
Disappointments..
I saw, such gentleness,
I compared,
Perhaps the worst choice,
Now I am left with longings
That I cannot relate to reality.
Oh my, oh me,
What a joyful place to be.....



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Dark

Oh dark,
Damned, desperate,
Drowning dark,
You have found me,
I am sinking,
Flailing,
Like a fool
Self flagellating,
My emotions
Lying.
I accuse myself,
Pointing the finger
At nothingness
Finding a litany
Of lies
That will occupy
My guilt
And regret.
Alone,
So suddenly alone,
Just the multitude of words
Coursing through my head,
Dark,
So dark..


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