darker than night
blacker than dark
small and compressed
jumbled and messed.
under and over
over and out
my soul wants to scream
to cry, stamp and shout.

compressed into pain
my head feels like lead
my words are a trifle
desperation unsaid
my heart wants to stop
my spirit forlorn
I am so confused
I'm broken and torn.


To whoever passes by, I am so sorry that my infrequent posts have become so dark. How I wish that I could simply continue the light and the laugh, but, I am incapable of lightness and laughing comes from a dark and dry humour.
Posting my thoughts seems to help me unburden for a while.