ok
you have my attention
and
I will listen for a change.
yes,
I am selfish,
and
I only feel my pain.
stuck,
my feet in the quagmire,
scared,
of moving at all.
forward?
is anyone out there?
back?
the past has died.
now?
I am confused.
but,
I am listening,
yes,
I am hearing,
ok?
not sure.