why didn't you listen
was I too hard to hear?
did i scare you so much
that you had to make things clear
and was the thought of my future
far to untamed,
when you had decided
who was to blame?

why couldn't i be me,
is this selfish to ask?
in the middle of loving
you just couldn't trust
the all i am becoming
the all that i am
had to be curtailed
into all that you planned.

i understand you fears
i have seen your tears
but mine are bone dry
my heart a barren sky.
oh my darling
i had to go
but oh God
i wished you'd stayed.


where are we going
for i've lost my only map.
i'm scared and alone
i fear there's a trap.
i don't know how to trust me
please no regrets
i'll just keep on walking
untill the break sets.