Ah the confusion of it all,
the nagging guilt,
the damning doubt
the darkness
that refuses to leave the light.
I am stuck in the middle,
caught in between
yesterday
and tomorrow,
this anxious day
that burst into
my bed.
my soul is confused,
it has lost it's knowing.
unsure,
and rattled,
it dances uncomfortably
within me,
pacing around the deep dark places,
searching for something
that it knows is there
but refuses to be found.
Oh day,
you call me,
kicking and screaming,
into a reality that
I do not want to face.